I wish I did..

My third attempt at starting a blog. I have been reading my friends' blogs and this has let me to know what has been going on in their lifes. Many of them probably think I don't read them anymore, but hey, I really do. I am trying to read these blogs on a regular basis, simply because these friends mean so much to me. I cherish their friendship deeply, and although we are hardly in touch, I still often think about them. Maybe my blog will have that same effect on some of my friends, for that, I really have no answer to that.

My second attempt at writing a blog was pretty successful actually, for a while. Managed to write in it for a couple of months regularly, before I questioned myself whether I really wanted people to know my innermost thoughts and feelings. However, I realised over time, that only people who really care, bother to type the url of your blog and be updated on one's happenings. I guess, its like watering a plant. Only if you really care about the plant, will you wake up in the morning each day and water that plant, which can otherwise die away and be forgotten.

For that, I start my third blog attempt.

[For my dearest friend Ling, I wish I had followed your blog. Not knowing that you were feeling so down, really affects me. I wish I can be the friend I hoped I can/had been. I wished that I have read it and gave you a ring once I saw it. I wished I did.]