expectations

Just read a quote which I didnt quite get at first.. hee.. It read " A doctor who treats him or herself has a fool for a doctor and an idiot for a patient." HAhaa.. Think it is pretty funny!

Well, the weekend is here again! Weeks are just flying by, faster than I can relish every moment spent, I wish time can come to a standstill sometimes, then i can truly appreciate all the wonders of the world, and all the people I cherish. To take in all the beautiful sights in the world at the very moment time stops, yet have all the time in the world to reflect and think about what I have done wrong all this while, and improve! WIshful thinking, perhaps. Like how i wish days before mid sem exam were 48 hours long instead.. Oh well..

Yesterday, I filled up my calendar with things I have to do the next few weeks, my schedule is currently pretty packed. I am starting to feel the need for absolute strict discipline in my work and life.. I dont want to run astray like a wild animal, losing all direction, all focus and everything I earned so far. I want to control my time well, maximising both study and play time. I dont want to let anybody down too, especially those who hold so much hope in me, in my future. In addition, I dont want to let myself down, making the same mistakes I did before, and losing everything I cherish most currently.

My commitments are plenty, desires and hopes as well. To handle them well, is all i want to do.